Time A Never Ending Passage

We fall through the cracks using our mind to travel

Its like biblical revelations of your ego
You cant stop it

All you can do is hope when you land you don’t go splat
A car crash at high velocity
But your like a symbiote

No matter how hard you want to fall you always piece your self back together

We are fucked
All of us

blood

The pain in my lower back wont stop, oh god it hurts it feels like there is something under my skin, hiding waiting to get out, it’s the blood I can feel it speaking to me, why do I feel it all the time, inside of me, running up my skin, its there all the time, its going to get me when I sleep noo I cant let it, ill go without sleep that will teach it, fucking blood you will not get me you bastard do you, hear, you can go fuck your self, of god its invaded my mind, I can feel it on my brain cells its taking the life out of me, you son of a bitch, why are you doing this to me, I never did any thing to you, STOP TOUCHING ME, STOP TOUCHING ME, STOP TOUCHING ME, im going to tell, Im going to tell and then you will be put away.

she sits there, her underwear begins to get damper, she feels something leave her, slowly the sensation, is overwelming, it crawls up her slick sweaty body, she tried to look down at it, hell she tries to do anything but it has complete control of her, powerless and abused she lets out one last primal scream and confronts it, she want too look at what ever this thing is that has so much control of her, even though by this point it has inked most of her body, she doesnt know if it is her illusion or if its real, either way she is hypnotised by it.

her arms feel heavy, like they are sinking into the sofa, like she is becoming it, her fingers and hands slip through the embroidered material, she tries to scream again, but is held in place by the blood, its terrifying, the blood has reached her neck now, ripping her clothes to shreds, her skin has become material, her nipples have become buttoons, she can almost feel her humanity slipping from her now, she doesnt know if this is a curse or a blessing any more, all she wishes for now is for it to be over, was she ever even a real person to begin with? she just realised she doesnt even have a name. she thinks she was some ones pet once, she remembers how obedient she once was, but that feeling is just a passing moment. It reaches her lips now, she can still breathe, her bones have become springs, her flesh cotton, her feet wood, it completes her now, she is no more
 "please wake up"
a familiar voice enters her head
"I'm sorry, it was ment to be a joke"
 "dude you said she would have woken up by now"
"you little bastard how could you have done that to your sister"
"dad says it was ok"
"Im going to have to give her mouth to mouth you better hope shes ok"
"oh god oh god oh god"

deep inside

I can see inside your mine
I know how you may think
I'm the gnawing doubts
that scratching you cant quite reach

I'm the fear that you'll be alone
the quite rage that never leaves you
the blinding fury you cant quite let go of
that never lets you go

your going to drown
your going to drown
your going to drown
your mines
now and forever
your mines

Man

I looked into the soul of man,

the untamed chaos that surrounds his mind that rots him to his very core,

stripped away of morality, there is nothing left of him except his nature, 

violence is his true essence when society crumbles you are left with this reality, 

skeleton, flesh and slime we slide out of the primordial ooze just to rip out the throat of our fellow man, 

stepping on the bones of their children just to survive

and the pleasure we receive for doing it goes beyond any reward you will find in heaven

moving through history like a devious snake
we shaped it on lies and hypocrites
erasing cultures like they were a bad smell
simple because we could
gifted with a knowledge our superiority made us perfect
the unbridled truth that they were nothing purely because they were different
we enslaved nations and bathed in the tears of what we believed to be an inferior race
look at us now

we're civilized now its all in the past
slavery doesn't exist its now called sweatshop
third world children breaking their backs to make us all cheap clothing
but its not slavery oh no thats a dirty word and you'll get sued if you accuse us of it
and they own you too, they gave you that bubble that you live in so when it finally pops your left flailing
like a cancer patient having his dying breath
your world falls apart

the self serving we elect as our leaders
pay them to tell us what to do and they still look down on us
knowing we will be there for them because we don't have the will to give a fuck
even when they take us for every penny we have we don't give a fuck
they bring a country to its knees
we give them bonuses instead of hanging them
weldone

so when your old and dying and you look back on your life
will you be happy knowing that you knew all this and still did nothing
or will you get together with like minded individuals and try and change the world
and even if you fail at least you died for what you believed in
but say you do change it, say all your plans come together and you walk into the sunset
how will you ever stop it going back to how it was?
we are man
have a nice existence

I love you

I crawl onto my bed and curl up into a ball, I dont deserve you, you are the kindest most generous person , her biggest crime was making me feel human, i should just walk away, walk into the distance and never looked back but you wouldnt let me every time i tried you would hold me down and make me feel, wanted, anything. you hold me so tight i could feel you breathing and I would just breath you in like you were the purest oxygen, I was nothing before I met you just drfting from place to place, a ghost, you gave me life and it fucking hurts. before I could just walk away I didnt have a place in the world but you seen through it and it planted something in me, I didnt even know who i was but you seen it, you seen the good in me you made me feel good.... about me. I didnt deserve it and no matter how many time I pushed you away you stuck by me I used to hate you for that but now i cant live without you, you pushed so hard, dug in so deep that you  became part of me, it felt like someone was turning oxygen into gold. eventually we met and I knew the second i seen you I'd never let you go, you have the most beautiful eyes, they were deep like the ocean I could have drowned in them, and when I looked deep into them i felt like I was home for the first time in my life I felt like I was home. you look so sad sometime and it drives me mad, i want to take everything that hurt you and kill it, sometimes you drive me mental like when you cant sleep and your only way to unwind is to tickle the shit out of me, but i put up with it because it makes you smile its worth it just for that :) eventually we got married and Im looking at the ring we both spent ages choosing and Im still in disbelief that we're married, and I thank god I got the chance to spend the rest of my life with you, because it was enough to just to know you. your so beautiful in the mornings, you just lay their happily sleeping you never catch me smiling at you, every day for 5 years and Im still doing it, because i love you more than life its self and if you ever need to know why I love you, you just need to read this.

naomi I love you x

I have a depressed penis

I have a depressed penis.
its tired of having a stroke
it looks at all the action
and I think its gonna boke

all it wants is one more touch
one more feel
one more suck
one more playing with the balls

sing sing sing for my depressed penis
sing sing sing for my cock
sing sing sing for my penis
because Im wanking on my old tick tock

I have a depressed penis
its driving me insane
Im tired of this cock burn
its turning black and blue
Im dying for a god damn screw!!!!

oh why why why do i have a depressed penis

sing it
sing sing sing for my depressed penis
sing sing sing for my balls
sing sing sing for my penis
because im sick of wanking the old tick tock

all you dirty fucker fucking up your wife
i hope your girlfriends gets the aids
i hope it burns her up inside

OH WHY LORD WHY
DO I
HAVE A
DEPRESSED PENIS!!!!!